Take some steps back and have a look at the human beings. Just try to observe what is happening on this planet? Be as objectiv as possible. What do you see?
Probably loads of strange things happening!
If I am honest, I don't see a sense in a lot of things we do. So I don't!
Some people would say I am a "Aussteiger", a "dropout". This is quite negative I guess. I would say I am a "dropin", "ein Einsteiger". Out of my perspective I drop in the world, open my mind and live a totally fullfilled, crazy, exciting, different life at least for a year.
Usually after I come back it doesn't take a long time until I come up with an other idea, save up and then I am gone again.
This is my way of living!